Impact
i dont know what color my natural hair color is because iv been coloring it for years
i dont know who talks about me because its always behind my back, but i dont know what there is to say...
i dont know where i see myself in the next 5 years let alone the next week.
i dont know my friends: who they are, everything they like or all the tears they cry.
i dont know when im going to be happy with myself or when ill make my parents proud
i dont know when ill genuinely be happy again
i dont know what i want in life
i dont know who i am myself
i do know where i came from : two people who love eachother and who improve eachother with time well spent, people who have compatible families and who love life, people who want the best for the people they love and put everything into the things they believe in, who have a a son and twin daughters which one of them is a handfull.
i do know that i loved my first home a few miles away from the one i live in today with neighbors that were there when blood family wasnt.
i do know that neighborhood was my family when my mom was struggleing through cancer
i do know the stories people have told me and the limits to which they share
i do know who i love and who i can trust and who has ever lied to me and who has called me to make sure im okay.
i do know i have problems and secrets that people will never know
i do know i have had my heart broken countlessly and nobody can see through me
i know that there is still beauty in the world no matter ow much its lacked in other "worlds"
i do know that my parents are alcoholics
i don know things that 80% of other people dont know
i know things you dont want me to know and you dont know how i know
i know that people see me diffrently then i will ever see myself
i know those letters say that you read from the person you love
i know im depressed and thats caused some problems for me
i know that i either dont care enough or i care too much
i know im not gunna get every guy i want
and i know that not eveyones going to like me
but i know that i can make the best of what i got
to embrase my talents and skills and make them stonger
i know that i have alot of really great people in my life that have no idea how much i love them
but everyone should keep in mind to be careful with me because theres still alot i know and alot you dont know ;)
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